hey march, please be kinder than feb.

im getting really excited at the thought of making lunch for andre tomorrow.
:D

as he reads this little space of mine, i shall not share what i have in mind for him at the moment.
ive always loved cooking, just not given a chance to do so at home.
his mom, on the other hand, is super nice and allows us to cook all we want and even participates in our cooking session sometimes.


so much has happened in the space of a week.
heart wrenching stories, tramautising events and defining moments.

learning point:
i promise myself that i will be a friend to my sons and daughters in the future.
i dont want them to go through ANY uneccessary pain to get what they want or need.
by uneccessarry i meant that i will never want them to take a path which leaves scars so bad that it's a question mark as to whether time can really heal the wounds within.

working part time while studying to earn extra pocket money is fine.
in fact i'd love having them to do so to gain exposure to the society.

simin and i were chatting causually and she asked how many kids i wanted to have in the future.
"FOUR!"
stunned, she said, "you mean you had actually given thought to it already?"
"yea, but it was just recently. at my grandma's funeral, i got to see how big my family is and i want to have a big family in the future too. dont like the idea of having one poor kid to play with him/herself."


the weather's really bad these days.
i love the sun but i hate the heat, especially on days where i have back to back tuitions with half hour breaks to fly from A to B to C.
plus having to deal with pervertic guys who love upskirting girls or shamelessly looking at your chest even when you are glaring at them.

very sick and tired of dealing with these people.
i wanna a car. :(

for those who do not know, sggirls.com has people like LEGSHUNTER who goes around Singapore taking pictures of girls without them knowing.

it can be as innocent as going to the supermarket in a racer and shorts, and bending over to choose sushis to fill your tummy.
our dear legshunter sees you, gets turned on and decides to shoot you with his HANDPHONE, framing your butt, all the way down to your legs and then posting it online for ALL to share.


i think my hubby gonna have to work real hard.
4 kids, a doggy and a car (or maybe 2).
HO SEH AH!