pain.

it hurts to see someone you love being in pain.
it hurts even more to know that you are the source of the heartache and you have to make a choice between being cruel to the person you love or being cruel to yourself.


i told him that i was sorry, i had to be selfish.
i was broken beyond repair and my body was signalling to me that i've reached my threshold.
any further damage i would prob get to call IMH home.
"im sorry. just let me go," i told him.

i was bent on never going back again but a call came in and i was told he got into an accident.

7 stitches.
seeing him so torn up and worn out over me, i just couldn't bring myself to walk out on him anymore.


just want to say, i love you. i do.
if you love me too, don't be cruel to me by being kind.
i really wanted to go.