of late.

3.27 am.
thanks to the coffee, im still up.
i swear coffee gets me high faster than alcohol does. =/
i can feel my heart pumping faster from one cup of coffee as compared to 7-10 jugs of redbull vodka+ johnny black mixed with i dunno what.

this is no good. :(
i love the aroma of coffee! :(

anyway, photos of weirdos xmas + xinyi's bdae celeb will be up soon!
promise! :D


alrighty, back to topic: of late.


it's coming back.
im addicted to accessories all over again.
and this time it's even more serious- rings, caps, bangles + all time favourite of the lot: earrings.
the s-a-l-e everywhere is not helping much.

ive been spending pampering myself non-stop ( admist the global recession).
from my 4gb samsung mp3, to heels, shiseido eyeshadow, accessories, clothes, manicure... and the list goes.
p/s: ive taken a strong liking to red nail polish as well. =/


i know many of you might have opinions on my spending pattern/power.
but it feels good to be able to be financially independant and have the ability to pamper oneself. this in turn points out a direction for me- i want to be earning my own money and be able to pamper myself in the future.
of cos, i do welcome pampering from others (esp mr boyfriend) but one can never rely too much on anyone either.


at this juncture, there's a lot that i wanna say; that there's much more to me behind these words and photos that you see.
but i decided: screw it.
i mean, why do i need to explain to you who i really am or how my life really works?
cos in the first place, those people who matter will already know who i really am.
either that or they will care enough to drop me a personal line to listen and to share.


i hate being second-guessed.
i dont need you to define who i am.
my head is still well rested on my shoulders and my feet are still firmly on the ground, thank you.



somehow this entry didnt really turn out to fit the title eh?
must be the coffee.
:(