better in time.

there are many types of pop singers in this commercialised industry but imo there are only two types of good singers in the circle.

#1
"wow! such good vocals! i wanna sing like him/her too!"
and then you start practising the songs that they have sung and either try to sound as good as they are or be better than them.


#2
you go "wow" and just wanna immerse yourself in the pure enjoyment of hearing him/her sing.



imo, leona lewis belongs to #2.
her vocals are so goddamn good that you just wanna sit down and listen to her sing.


cherie introduced leona lewis' "better in time" to me and ive been stuck to it ever since.

Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time


ive never really talked about my relationships publicly as i'm not comfortable with doing so.
you never know who are the people reading this.
but this song somehow makes me wanna get that load off my chest.


it's been 8 months since zihao and i went our separate ways.
we talk occassionally and have each moved on with our lives, and im happy for him that he was awarded the recognition that he deserves in his work.
jia you! (:

ive always been a pretty strong, independent and optimistic girl and i really love those qualities about myself. (:
together with loving and supportive friends, i picked myself up and moved on.
i started smiling, putting on weight back, healing and laughing again.
i'll never forget those 5am chats and encouragements that you guys gave.
thank you for being there for me. (:

i went back into the dating scene; dated a few people, had random crushes and even have pretty good feelings for one.
i have no idea what the future holds, but im really enjoying my life right now-getting to be myself around people without having to maintain a "safe" distance, spending time with myself, getting to know more people, being able to hang out with my darlings, doing the things that i want. (: