Wednesday, October 03, 2007

random jumbles.***

it's quite irritating to work in a male dominated environment where they are not concious of a female's feelings sometimes.
Either that or they give you the wrong attention.


which is why i'm always appreciative of guys who are respectful of females, they make the world a nicer place to be in.

***

i looked at the checklist that mr ng gave me and i realised i've been getting nowhere near it.
i hope things will get better along the way.



sometimes you put on a brave front; a facade.
a facade to decieve people that you're tough, that they dont mess with you.
you construct a barrier so that your vulnerable spots are not exposed.
and most importantly, you put up the front to decieve yourself into fighting on.

then slowly, bit by bit, the facade peels off when you're alone and you realise that you've actually been pacing around square one.


***

two of the people closest to me are unwell.
my darling boy's been sick for a week. :(
get well soon darling.


and cherie, take good care of yourself.
im worried about you.

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