I.

i love the tranquility and carefree feeling the below activities give me.
to surf the net while listening to the radio and having a gentle breeze from the fan at the same time.

i've always been one who loves to spend time with myself.
be it to rot and stone alone at the end of a tired day or to travel on a bus while listening to my mp3, it's pure bliss to be able to be in touch with my innerself and not having to entertain the outside world.


however having said that, i do love to be in the outdoors and spending time with the people i love as well.
ask those around me, or look at the scars on my legs and you'd know im a very active and clumsy person. :D


i have a very strong character.
whenever words are being put into my mouth or when i feel that i HAVE to stand up for what i feel is right, i do.
but i guess i have to bear in mind what mr ng said.
as for what he had said, it's our little secret. (:


i went to the ortho specialist on fri.
the doc told me that i had a shin splint- the resultant of overstraining my shin muscles.

me: " so i need to run lesser?"
doc: "no, not run lesser. is CANNOT run at all. "
me: :((((((((
doc: "you're forbidded to do any streneous excercise for a month. unless you can run with your left leg alone or with your hands, go ahead."
me: SHIT. :'''((((((((


im pretty upset over this whole thing actually.
i love to run, it makes me realise that i can actually do things that i thought i couldnt.
but i dont have a month to spare, not with the season in three weeks' time.
i need to be up and running now.



sigh.
i think i should hit the bed soon.
my brains are screwing up.
night world.