it's saddening to see how you have to go through all these shit.
it's even sadder when i can't reach out to you.
i have no idea how to make you feel better.
hell, i dont even know how to make myself feel better.


mom has been rather concerned over my loss of appetite lately.
shared with her that i'm very stressed and we agreed that i should stop beading.
yikairies had been a good learning experience and exposure but i guess i'd have put it on hold first and shift it down my priority list.