i'm a happy girl today!
cos i've gotten my FIRST appointment at FA and also last month's FA pay AND my tuition pay.


and i've gotten a new sports top and a BIG BAGGIE from new balance! :D:D
(pardon my child-like language, playing with yikai too much has adverse effects.)


and i got to meet up with my boy! :D:D:D
both of us are chao ta now, thanks to the outdoor camps that we had.
he's a one star kayaker now (more to come darling!) whilst i've just conqueoured berkelah. (more to come girl!)


however, my mood cant help but drop a little after i looked at my wallet.
i know it sounds ridiculous to be saying this on payday, but i realised i'm short of ka-ching to last me for the month and it's really sad cos i see the...

lovely levis lady cut

brown/white shorts

teva sandals (purple/pink)

yet-to-be-found cardigan

yet-to-be-approved thailand trip

nalgene bottle (have a sudden urge to buy a 1 litre bottle)

kbox/dinners

hockey boots (well i have to get them since my asics are stolen)

lovely yet-to-be-seen-and-felt clothings

black pumps


beckoning for me. :(



----------------------------------------------------------

we were talking on the phone last night and both if us came to agree upon one thing:
my character isn't suitable to get attached.


but he didn't give up.
we talked it through and came to a little solution of our own.
we agreed to write down in our little books, 10 things that we would do for each other, and try our best to achieve those in the upcoming months.

thank you, my boy.
i dont think anyone ever understands me more than you do.

this is why i love him so.



and ur bear hugs feel good. (: