i lifted my leg, ready to take a step forward.


i wanted to hurl a list of reasons, asking you to wear my shoes.
then i realised, they are all but excuses- and it's all about me.



i didnt feel happy at all these few days.
it became a drag going to the auditorium everyday, suddenly.



i'm feeling really tired trying to ocuppy myself with activities or even, responsibilities.
i try out new things & i "take up" positions which are tangled with messes.
i come home to a empty nest everyday and do things which i have no recollection of for hours and then go to sleep at owl hours.

then, come days where these activities suck up all my energy.
full day rehersals, trainings, camps.
then on the other hand, i neglect certain people in the process due to my pre-occupations.
but yet, if i don't occupy myself, i really can't survive the mundane routine of school-home, home-school.


excuses.