the weariness meter is taking over the fulfillment meter soon.
frsankly, i'm getting tired and that damn cough is getting back to me.
i hate coughs.
they mean that i cant eat this, i cant eat that and that means food therapy is out.
perhaps what i need is a little more time to settle down and a little more rest for my tired body to recharge. perhaps.



leonard ever asked me, " so school how? got your own clique already?"
"no, not really."
i'm a cliquish girl, nor am i one who sticks.
i've seen too many of the latter who sticks to a particular someone/group for the good looking/status factor and they just turn me off, totally.
BUT, i do not deny the fact that i choose my friends.
and i'm glad that some potential ones are showing up in 02 and touch rug. :)




social life aside, mommy's showing more and more concern for me and she's starting to appreciate my efforts. :):):)
yesterday, she actually asked me to not work too much and offered to give me allowance.
i guess few would have any idea how much that one liner meant to me.
that happiness, can only be felt but not said.
and just five mins ago, she carried a cup of homemade chrysanthemum into the room for me cos i kept coughing. :):):)




sidetracking a little, though he doesnt know, jireh made a pretty good impression of himself on someone today and i'm not surprised cos that boy knows how to carry himsellf. hor, tong? =p



sometimes, relationships are just sighs.
nah, i'm not talking bout myself.
i'm contended and blessed with my silly boy. :D
but seeing boy A ache over his ex who is enjoying herself with the company of, mostly guys, i just feel so 'not worth' for the guy.
and i know cos i'm friends with BOTH party, the guy AND the girl.
but no, the girl's not a bitchy girl. in fact, she's nice as a friend- the encouraging, sporty, bubbly type.
- shrugs -
another good girl-friend material but not good girlfriend material added to the list.




now, before i call it a day and get some well deserved rest, chen simin, thanks for being with me through the ups and downs. you know what you've done for me. it's getting harder and harder to find someone like you who shares such similar views and also knows me inside out too. i love you. :)




sigh.
someone tell me it's already friday please?
the days seem so longggggggggggggg and i'm tired.
i want my boy- the only boy who understands my language, my emotions, my everything.
i miss my boy. :(
i wonder how's he doing now..