but everything means nothing if i aint got you, limzihao.
p/s: aye people, dont laugh at his botak head la! =p




gosh.
my boy surprised me again, with finger guards and my favourite alpen food bars. :)
cos he knows i've injured my finger during touch and that i always skip breakfast cos i cant seem to be on time for school.
too much lazing around on bed and the "aiya, so near, sleep a while more la" mentality i guess. =x



mom, bro and zihao have been asking me not to work so much.
they are all worried that i would tire myself out with handling touch rug, volley (elective), work and school at the same time.
mom's also concerned about my results too. so is dear.
i've not forgotten why i wanted to get into dmc but.. i really dont know what to do with my spare time.
whenever i have free days, i feel really lost.
i really feel so.. lonely sometimes.
i miss the girls so much and i've forgotten when was the last time i had a proper chat with any one of them.
and it's as if there's this invisible barrier that's holding me back; i'm finding it harder and harder to open up to ppl around me.



sigh, i'm so busy this week that i dont even have time for my dearest boy. :(
which means.. i'm only seeing him 14 days later.
and when he had to leave, all i could do was wave goodbye, brace the tears, take big big strides and listen to whatever that was churned out from the mp3 player.



it's mother's day.
sorry mommy.
;for not staying at home and spending the day with you.
but the house makes me feel so empty.
i cant take it.




i've finally found my way into sphockey but their trainings clashes with touch rugby.
hopefully i can have the answer to my hokcey-touch rug dilemma soon.





blurred.
i wanna cry.