bless me.




i dont wanna go through the same torture like this every month. -tears.




the past few days have been projects,class,projects,class,projects,test.
take thurs for eg, i was in school from 8 to 6 and my only break was from 10-11.
the rest of the hours was spent on projects, tests and lessons.
madness.
i didn't even have the time to eat proper meals.
thus, medicine was taken after gobbling fruit bars instead of proper meals.
but my cough doesnt get any better. and to add on, my throat's getting worse.
it pains whenever i swallow saliva.
and 'cos of irregular/non-exsistant meal times, my gastric pain's acting up again.





hockey was cancelled on thurs, reason being there were too little people attending training.
i was really upset and shocked to hear that.
one part of me wanted to scream, one part of me wanted to get hold of the captain and sit down with him to plan everything out, but my remaining parts tell me, "who are you to do all that?"
but i'm not giving up ; from the moment i made my choice, i never did plan to.
time will tell.






heart-to-heart friends are getting hard to come by these days.
i feel so lonely out there.
i just wanna lie on your shoulders, fall asleep on them and get away from all these.
or at least, let me run (away) for a little while.





;upcoming.
touch rug at sentosa: 20 may, sat, full day
Preparation for Desktop Publishing Project: 21 may, sun, 10am-night, sentosa.
Preparation for FOM project: 22 may, mon, after school.
Submission of SPARC application form: 22 may, mon.
Introduction to communications CA1, written : 23rd may, tue.
Hockey: 23rd may, tue, 5.30-8.30pm.
Fundamentals of Marketing CA1, presentation ( downtown east ): 24may, wed.
vball: 24may, wed, 3.30-5pm.
Hockey: 25 may, thurs, 5.30-8.30pm.
Individual Oral Presentation (3 mins): 25 may, thurs.
Da Vinci with simin: unconfirmed.
Cut hair with simin and xinyi: unconfirmed
work at pp: unconfirmed, most probably fri night and sat morning.