hmm.
i had a lot to blog initially. i wanted to share the funny moments i had with my class here but i guess STM got the better of me.
so i shall just say that i'm enjoying poly life at this moment and dmc02 just brightens my day. :)
all of us really enjoyed ourselves today during the lame game sessions, laughing our lungs out. :D:D:D
then rahim gave me a lift from sp to je today after school. :D
thank you, vice chair! :)
and speaking of him, he "slapped" me during class on tue. :(
heh! just kidding!
we were actually role playing with me being the rebellious child and he being the critical dad and there was my younger brother, herman, who made the WHOLE CLASS LOL with his already nerdy but funny image by acting nerdy.



had touch rug on tue and dined with jireh at holland's nydc after training.
being the gentleman, he picked up the tab. :)
pssst. it's actually because his SI pay was WAY MORE MORE MORE than mine! as he works way MORE MORE MORE MORE than me. =x
i like touch rug though i'm a bit blur with directions.
but i think jireh doesn't really agree with me, ON THE TOUCH RUGBY part that is. =p




frankly speaking, i'm really worried for zihao now.
he keeps coughing real badly when i talk to him on the phone for that precious 30 mins at night.
things aren't exactly looking too good for him in there either.
paper barriers, sigh.
take good care of yourself alright?
-huggies-





all in all, i'm enjoying my packed life as it is now, shuffling between cca, work, school, play and loved ones.
fulfilling. that's what i call it, that's what i love. :)
plus, my mom is starting to appreciate my efforts.
i gave her a hundred as household allowance a few days back and on the very next day, she came into my room and (quoting her) asked if i had enough money to spend and if i wanted to have 50 bucks back. cos afterall, my pay's not high.
and whenever i missed the chance to dine at home, she would go, " ah, like that need to waste money on food again. "

mommy knows.
that's all i need. :)




being able to pursue what i want really means a lot to me.
now that i've made my choice and no longer work for things that i force myself to work for, learning has become so much more enjoyable.
i can see why am i doing this so much more clearly now.
plus, poly commands so much more freedom and it allows room to facilitate independance- something which i really want to possess to the best of my ability.
i really enjoy working, interactive-ly.
it feels good to know that you're able to brighten up someone else's day or have left an lasting postive (duh!) impression in them.
and it really helps A LOT when PP's just so nice. :)

but, i've not forgotten why i wanted to come here, what my goals are, how much i went through to get to this starting point and i hope i never will.
for those who stood by me all these while, thanks, esp so to two of my bestest friends, chen simin and lim zihao.

i do understand that my dearest girl has her own set of problems. jc ( the academic side ) was just pure hell to me and still is to many others out there, including her. but what touches me the most is she does try her very best to look out for me and takes me under her wing unconditionally whenever shit happens.

and my dearst boy. there's nothing much more i can really ask for in him, except one which i know he's working on. :) i used to share with him about everything before he left for national service. but now that we're both tied down with heavy commitments, i just feel lost someetimes without him to pour and work out things together. boos.