28feb

a terrible day.
went to teach cat high pri and they were just too eager to learn.
failed mission and big boss flared.

got terribly lost in the east.
i was supposed to meet suanhwee at bugis but i landed myself in tanjong katong intstead.

the moment the bus went up ecp highway, my heart sank.
all i could i do was wait for the endless stretch of road to end and alight at the first stop in sight.

i rang trevor up but he did not answer.
and so i turned to randal.
good thing he could picture the place i was in and gave me directions to the nearest mrt station- paya lebar.
but pl was too far!
so i took a bus to parkway next and i rang lydia up.

it was a good 2hr+ before i finally reached bugis.
and loh suanhwee was waiting with a hungry stomach all along.
poor girl. sorry :(


we dined at the foodcourt and i had to get my hands on the cheapest and most filling food possible.
all the labour work at cat high drained most energy away from me.
both of us went without drinks.
and i craved so badly for mango tango which is priced at $3.50.



was so broke that i could not afford to top up my ezlink with cash nor netts and had to borrow 50cents from sh.
and on my way home my craving and thirst got the better of me and i went to buy ice milo.
i dug out all i had but i was still short of 10cents and the aunty was very unhappy about it and told me to return them on my next purchase.





i hate to get lost without any idea where i am.
i hate to feel so helpness and the panick and guilt that's rising in me made it worse.
i hate to be so damn broke.
and i hate to feel so dispensable.