it was a .. long day ytd.
which implies that this will be a long entry.
lazy to practise my summarising skills =p

the day started out with a bad note.
a very bad one.
along the way to woodlands,
i was trying v hard to control my emotions.
songs dont sound like songs anymore,
till i heard " shut up" by simple plan.

*drums drums drums..
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
You'll never bring me down

So there you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know that you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna bring me down
Gonna bring me down.
Will never bring me down.
Don't tell me who I should be
Don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
Cause I don't wanna waste my time
Watch you fade away

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna me down

I don't wanna hear it
Get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And bring me down
Won't bring me down
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
Won't bring me down
Shut up shut up.


met zihao when i reached.
thanks for the brekkie ( :
then i broke down on clara.
tears/frustrations/everything.
really,
thanks.
i noe i aint close to u all.
but,
among the four of u.
i'm closest to u le.
perhaps it's cos of cla bahs.
and perhaps it's cos both of us are rather similar in a certain sense.
temper and certain viewpts bah ( :

wiped away my tears + delifrance bread flakes and waited for the rest to come.
then me clara and esther were asked to collerate survey results.
it was a killer man.
left half way to get the HUMONGOUS windbreaker from zh and came back to cont counting again..ZzzZZzz.
3 hrs past and finally it was done.
lunched/saw silver/replied sms-es
and back to work.
it was shelving this time.
shelved till 4+ and finally.
our SIX HOURS was over. =D

met up with zh in town and walked/lamed arnd/attitude-ed =p
till it was time for " the longest yard "
the show was super nice.
LOVE IT ( :
it was supposed to be a comedy
and it did made me SCREAM AND LAUGH loads.
but somehow the scene that left the deepest impression on me was the tradegy that happened in this comedy.
almost teared.
it was really saddening.
HIGHLY RECOMMANDED MOVIE ( :
but dont watch with someone like me though,
cos` u'll be deafened =p
and not to mention that ur sleve will be pulled like nobody's business.
and ur arm suffering from my constant beatings.
WAHAHAHAHAHA.

bahs.
zihao,
i DONT like ur new found hobby! -dodges-
and i want to change my credits la!!
haha.
chocolates and orange julis blizzards are welcomed. -grins-
gosh,why am i offering to fatten myself? =x
hmmms.
anyways.
thanks for the day ( :
or rather the movie,the brekkie and the company.
it really cheered me up quite a fair bit.


eugene!
i miss u too!
and i miss ssc too.
and it feels really great to be missed too.
haha.
dont go MIA so often!
shall catch up with u all soon ( :


weirdos!
sorry,
i dont think i can go k box with u all on sat le.
gotta catch up with my studies and hse moving stuffs.
after promos alright?
sorry girls. :C


`if i only had one wish in the world,
that'd be to be able to communicate better with u
and understand u more.
or rather, to let u understand what is happening arnd u.
and that includes the shitty education sys and me.
times have changed.
i've grown up and out of many things.
i am no longer the girl that u think i am.
i've never seen myself putting in this much effort into my work before.
and i've never seen myself wanting to lead my own life as much as i want to now.
the world is revolving and changing.
but why is it that urs isnt?
why is it that WE have to revolve arnd that world of urs?

it's really tiring when all these have to happen.
when all the amt of reasonings fail,
and when i've reached my saturartion pt,
it's another vicious cycle again.
when will it ever end?

i'm tired.
and it's not only me.
all the people arnd u are too.
or at least dad and me are.
sigh.
we are humans too.

//on today.
wow.
it's time to get myself started alr.
it shall be GPPPPPeeeeee,maths and running today
and maybe packing too. ( :