hmmms.
first of all, WARNING : this is gonna be a crap entry bout the undescribe-able happiness in my heart now ( :
and the lang is gonna be horrid.
i've warned u! =p

17 yrs..m finally able to realise my dream.
have always been hoping for a room of my own.
12 hrs more. ( :

i really love my bros.

let's talk bout my my eldest first.
i was holding his artwork in my hands just now when i was on the way to his house to kapo stuffs for my new hse. =p
a sculpture/figurine which i witnessed him painting many years back.
it's a beautiful piece of work.
i took pics of it.
but cos the cable's missing i cant upload it. :(

it was a mass SWEEP when we got to his house.
LOL.
flatscreen 21 inch tv/cpu/monitor/tables
[mini fridge and plasma yet to be taken ]
and i was like "kor, i want ur laptop."
and he said,
"ok. wait till end of yr i'll get u one."
"or waitt till i sian of my current vaio."
either one i dont mind!! (:
and he's getting me a hp too ( :
heh heh heh.
yea.
my eldest dotes on me ALOT.
ppl who are close to me will noe.
and i'm REALLY proud of him.
his brains/his capcability/his talent in art/his cheery yet fierce character and the list goes.
he's my IDOL and i mean REALLY IDOL.
i love him to bits.

hmmm.
then it's my second bro.
though he's rather introvert to us.
but..
i noe he dotes on me.
though in comparison he doesnt show it as much as my eldest.
but he always bothers to bring something back for me when he goes overseas
`cos he noes his kiddy sis will be disappointed if he doesnt.
the brown sling bag which i've been carrying arnd,
though torn and tattered,
i still love it.
and though i always complain that the bag is v heavy,
i'll still not change the bag away.
unless i really cannot tahan once in a while la.=p
cos he got it for me from taiwan ( :
hmmm.
to me, my 2nd bro is more like a friend.
the both of us LOVE to tease each other.
lol.
i love to poke his arms and DECLARE "FATS!"
HAHAHAHAHA.
no lah.
actualli got muscle but i just LOVE to be mean =p
and i love to dig at him saying " HEY! i'm ALMOST as tall as you le!"
then he will FORCE me to stand with him in front of the mirror and STUBBORNLY insist that he IS MUCH TALLER.
HAHAHAHA.
ok lah,he IS taller than me by half a head =p
and i was commenting i think my eyes look like urs.
and he said " where got,my eyes so nice k!"
FINE LA!
hmpf.
meanie.
see?
he loves to get at me too!
bahs.

was looking at my eldest bro's wedding photos.
I LOOK SO MUCH LIKE HIM!
like PEAS k!
i was saying,
"kor!my eyes,my nose and.. MY MOUTH!ALL LOOK LIKE URS!"
then he was like " hahahaha. u unlucky la!the ugliest part look like me."
HAHAHAHAHAHA. [ me/kor/his wife bursts into laughter ]
and his wife commented that he's the guy version while i'm the girl version.
hahaha.
ok,let me EMPHASIZE.
my ELDEST BRO IS GOOD LOOKING K! - GRINS -
oh, did i just say i look like him?
WHAHAHAHAHAHA.

his wedding photos were really sweet -melts-
though some were rather not meant for my eyes.
LOL.
but still,
SWEET~!
-dreamy and envious look-
hahaha.



i guess it doesnt take much intelligence to tell that i'm a happy girl now ( :
blessed/loved/proud-ness/happiness..
all welling up in my heart.
i noe the road ahead of me is gonna be a tough one,
but for now,
right at this moment,
i feel really blessed and happy and carefree ( :
- undescribe-able happiness - :D