went out with jn and sh after school on fri.
sang k box and watched initial D and ponned hockey x=
i wld say it's entertaining but i wldnt rate is as super duper nice.
laffed a lot.
was telling them,
luckily i am watching with u all.
if i was out on a date,
the guy will run away man.
hahaha.


was reading teenage. and found sth rather meaningful.
it says..
the quality of a good fren include respect,honesty,an ability to really care and share, common interests, a willingness to listen, the ability to empathise and sympathise and to be there for one another in good times and esp, bad.
I also highligt a willingness to make sacrifices and being prepared to stand by ur friend and protect this person from the unkindness of others.

meaningful aint it?
and yeah.
i'm proud to say that a number of ppl who are close to my heart fits the bill (:
ytd was yihan's bdae. too bad all of us all too busy, with schedules clashing over everywhere. and she's booked for her birthday by her class.
hmm. i wonder who will book me or my birthday. haha. just wondering =p
met up with sh and jn in the morning.
talked,told them bout my past three months life.
about hockey abt work abt pj abt my friends etc etc.
exchanged views etc etc.
love love love the time i spent with them.
met up with xin and mt in d nite.
went town to shop.
haha. really shop.
all of us are like - i wun go home unless i am able to buy clothes-
in d end i bot two racer backs and mt bought a racer and xin bought racers, tees and shorts.
wanted to get our rings too. but broke le.
shall have to wait again :(
hmmm. bought a new wallet too. tog with mt.
sat down and chatted at long john's.
i just so love today.
feels so comfortable as all of us are like familiar with each other's style and understand the way each and every one of us function.
no barrier nth to put guard against on.
nth to hold back.
everything to talk about.
feels really really great. it's been long since i felt this way.

and chatted with xin online and on the phone from 12+ till 3 am.
bout herself and lz.
it's ironic how xin has followed in my footsteps while i followed mt's.
the situation i was in is alomost similar to that of mt's last yr.
and the situation that xin is now in is similar to that of mine last yr.
and we were laffin and laffin at our old photos.
SO UGLY!!
hahahahahahahahaha.
and got my bro real pissed cos he was trying to slp.
but i cant help it.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


one thing concluded from today was..
relationships : sigh.
bgr i mean.
friendships : yay =D
haha.
yups.
sigh.
life's so.. -i dunno how to say- now.
i miss my sec sch frens and my SA days.
evon was saying i dont look too happy to be in pj.
well.
honestly i am not.
i tried to be.
tried to mix arnd.
tried to open up.
but somehow..
things dun work.
i'm aware that a lot of things are happening arnd me.
that on the surface it looks as if nth is happening.
but deep down i noe,
no matter how hard i try to tell myself it's ok.
it still upsets me a lil.
feeling so lonely without my pals arnd.
sadly,
everyone of us has a path to take.
and i'm still finding my way in mine.

i'll find my way. -zhang jing xuan's my way.