sob.
why cant she understand.
why cant she see.
why cant she tell.
why give me all the fucking crap.
i'm already so tired
so stressed out.
CANT YOU OPEN UR FREAKING EYES AND SEE!!!!!
yes.
i want to play truant.
i lack discipline.
i am wilful.
but cant u stop for a while to hear,
to understand ,
to PUT URSELF IN MY SHOES.
u'd request for a break too.
and YOU.
u've been thru it
but that doesnt mean I have to go thru the same things u go thru too.
yes.
they dote on me more.
i am more privileged.
more taken care of.
i cant help that either.
but at least i am not spoilt.
that i dare say.

sob.
why did i even bother to harbour hopes that she'd undestand.
i shld have known.
no amt of reasoning will change her mind.
great.
now i'm overexhausted.
with a headache that's worse than ever.