oh no.
i've been really slack today.
i've NOT done anything at all!
woke up in the morning and felt really tired.
so i told my mom that i'm not gg to sch.
and slept back.
ignoring her " can dun go to sch meh?"
LOL.
got woke up at 11+ and my mom was telling me that the doc says that things dun look good for my grandma :(
went to visit her.
spent some time standing there trying to communicate with her asking her how she is.
`but i cant.
cos i dont noe how to speak hokkien :(
so listened to the adults and tried to figure out their conversation.
my grandma lost her fake teeth.
lols.
but they managed to find it in the end.
hai.
i feel...
when i see the tube that she has to put into her nose in order to breath better.

there was this patient who was groaning away and nobody attened to her.
when i walked past her i realised she was about to fall off the bed!!!
gosh.
immediately went to inform the head nurse.
and she was horriffied.
and the worse thing is the other nurses all disappeared.
so when i was walking to the front i told the nurses that someone is calling for them.
when they heard the voice of their head nurse saying " SOMEONE IS FALLING OFF THE BED!" all of them gasped.
and rushed to her aid.

mans.
imagine how u wld have felt if u were the patient.
no one cares when u needed help =/
in fact i myself thought she was just groaning away.
cos she didnt really like " HELP HELP"
but instead she just made groaning noises.
it was only when i walked past her did i realise what she was trying to convey with her groans.

my grandma wanted to sleep,
and she was really drowsy.
struggling to wake up to listen to our conversations but the med took its effect on her.
and so we left.

dropped by SI after that.
to help my bro get his skates repaired.
hahahaa.
someone said i look pretty :D :D :D
and i got another paycheque :D :D :D
and i realised i got a raise in pay :D :D :D

went ikea with my mom.
shopped/looked around.
called ken and he said that the skates werent ready yet.
hmms.
so i went to ghim moh to eat icekachang with mom.
dad waited in the car as he felt full.
talked with my mom (:
told her my colleagues think that i can take hardships.
lols.

hmms.
i think the soft approach works on my mom.
when she was screaming away at my dad today i rubbed her arm and said dun scream pls.
and she really did lower her vol a lil.
and i was like bringing in bits and pieces of what is happening in my life to her today.
just lil bits and pieces.
and she listened (:

went to simin's hse after that.
man.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE her room!
so nice la!
i can just sit at the corner of her room and stone the whole day.
with the sea breeze blowing in my face.
nice nice nice!
and i took photos.
one of which was really SPASTIC!!
hahahahaha.
i was trying to kiss this toy flower which simin gave me
and not laugh at the same time.
and knowing me,
of cos i failed.
shall post it here later on.
lols.

went over to my new hse too today.
the floor's done.
but i dun really like it =(
but i love my room's colour!
purple (:

and oh.
i took part in someone's "force-arhem-to-confess" movement!
hahahahahahas.
hmmms.
and i think they'll most prob end up together.
boo.
then she'll leave me alone alr.
boo.
no no.
if she dares to i'll strangle her.
LOL.

hmmms.
i feels like a saturaday today.
it's been long since i felt so relaxed.
minus the part on my grandma being hospitalised.
it's overall a great day.