x. emptied

been away from home for two days.am finally back..sigh.
so many things happened within this three days..no energy to write it all down.
life's tough for me now..too tough.
zihao,thanks for being there for me.listening is all that i need and the best u could offer =)..cos my situation doesnt really permit solutions.bro,u gotta be strong too.we'll do it together k?
simin..thanks for listening to me too.i guess u're the one who really like understand and can relate to my situation..afterall we've been together with each other for nine yrs.wahha.i sound les.but like i say,listening to me was the best u could offer too =) sometimes i really envy u that u haf such a loving family.but then again,no one should envy another person cos everyone has their own probs here and there and the grass is always greener on the other side.i still love and want my own life.
there's another impt person in my life..who helped me loads during these three days.my aunt w/o her..i would be so so lost.she took me in and let me stay at her hse when i needed help the most.and she had to shoulder such a big burden.i'm really sorry.and i'm really grateful.she even sent me an sms bout mother's day stuff.it was so swt of her..
sigh. i pray,i pray,i pray to life.that things wld be better..cos i dunno how long i can hang in there anymore.

i suddenly feel so weak.like i'm having a fever.except this time it's not a physical one.but a mental one.