where's the rainbow?

my mind's in a whirl now.
im torn between what i need and what i want, but it's not like i can come up with a solution even if i spend my entire day thinking about it.
shall take things a step at a time.

perhaps it's because im the one who is involved in the midst of things, i never saw this coming.
i didnt mean for things to turn out this way.
it upsets me as much as it upsets you.
but im glad we got to talk about it, if not i would have been still living in my own world where i thought everything was fine.

just wanna all of these to blow over soon.
or it'd be best if i can have a little getaway with my boy at the island above. :D

一個被嘲笑的夢想，才有被實現的價值.
i saw this over at a friend's facebook and it really spoke to me.
coming from the service background, ive always pride myself in treating each individual as equals.
i wasnt very pleased when i found out that the organiser of a certain flea obviously thought little of us and left us hanging there without even replying our mail for application.
it's alright.
when the table turns, im gonna be the one who is grinning. (:

and it's not like their flea is the only one we can go to.

oohsewsassy is heading for the flea @ scape on the 20th, 4-11pm.

do pop by to support us! (:

on a lighter note,

ladies night with the lao jiaos was awesome!
listening to their stories about people, marriage and relationships is a refreshing experience for me.

to top it off, the drinks were solid (kudos to double O!) and the music was good (way better than the $58 bucks zoukout).

peektures from lydia soon!