when april comes, im gonna catch up with GG2, cut my fringe, dye my hair a super obvious colour and enjoy myself to the max at taiwan with shups alvin and hopefuly kent. (:
a weak smile was the only thing i could offer when the guys asked how i motivated myself to continue working in line.
i love my job, i do.
but even daddy is telling me to leave, i guess it speaks quite a lot.
im not that type of girl who is used to staying in my comfort zone and can't take hardships.
but i need way more (money) than this in order to achieve what i want in life.
my (and andre's) 21st party was an unforgetable experience.
i was happy; i smiled and laughed from my heart but i wasnt truely happy.
i dont want to lie and give the typical "oh the party was good" for i dont want to hide the fact that im disappointed in some people.
but having said that, we are of cos appreciative of the people who took the efforts to put aside their stuffs and turn up for our party.
it's not about the money nor the presents.
rather, it's the simpliest things --- going the extra mile to adhere to the dress code no matter how "un-halloween" you are at heart or rushing down all the way, panting and wet just to wish us a simple happy birthday--- that counts.
ive always held you high in my "fav friend" list and i thought it was mutal.
apparently not.
instead, some of whom which ive not been spending time much with (because i was prioritizing you in my list) were the ones who made me feel really touched.
time tells, action speaks- what a bittersweet experience.
i just hope this is a rough patch in our friendship and not a gapping hole that can't be mend.
cos no matter how disappointed i am, i still treasure you.
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