branded.

no, not LV/Gucci/Prada unfortunately.

ive been branded as the bane of the family once again.
work has been draining me out lately; try waking at 530, starting work at 730 and ending work at 6+ everyday.
im too tired to feel much about the quarrels between me and her.
my very sweet boy listened to me all the way and coaxed me to sleep when i was at the peak of my frustrations.

although sometimes he may be a little clueless, but im really thankful for him.
ive no idea how many people kan hao us but it doesnt matter; ive never allowed what others thought to get in the way of what i believe in.

from our dating days, to the merry-go-round, to getting together, being together.
we've gone through quite a bit of things together.

whenever we are unhappy with each other, we talk about it.
but i know im not good with my words and im really straightforward.
im sorry if my words got to you.
please dont belittle yourself.
:(
it saddens me to see you sad too.

the name calling and verbal abuses by her evoked the "i wanna move out of this house and have my own house" desire again.
to tell the truth, i really don't mind renting a room out there either.
i think our '8 characters' really clash, we just cant get along.
thank god im financially independant & contributing to the household allowance now.
thus, she has one less thing to pick on.

i was whining about stressful working life can be to andre and stopped when i caught a glimpse of his crazy list of "to-dos".
come to think of it, i kinda like the stage of my life now though i do miss school too.
working life = finanical independance, job satisfaction/sense of achievement, routine life.
i have a direction to work towards now instead of sleeping at wee hours and waking up late.
furthermore, looking at my colleagues who are mostly in their 30s, it comforts me to know that i have 9 years to catch up and be even better than them when im their age.


" Life can be complicated but happiness is really pretty simple.
Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize that they were big things".
-- Robert Brault.