乱 .

if there's anything that i really hate,
that would be someone coming into my room without knocking.
space and freedom are things that you should never threaten me with.
if you do, be prepared to start a war with me.

方大同's name is everywhere nowadays.
his new album is coming out soon and all the publicity is makig me curious about it.
i admire his confidence and the personal style that he carries without having to deal with what others think.

these days, im fast losing whatever confidence that i had in myself over the years.
i hate it when i just crumble into nothing in front of the very last person(s) that i should.

i need to figure a way out soon, and stop stressing the hell out of myself.
i need the right mentor, the right conditioning and the right encouragements.
i need me to believe in me.

most importantly, i should go to sleep now and wake up to a better tommorrow.
i hope this is so for my dearest boy as well.
please dont let his fever go up anymore.
i dont want him to become a h1n1 suspect. :(
it pains me to see him being so weak and not being able to even recall what is inside his wardrobe.


get well soon baby.
i still owe you a good meal, shopping trip and you owe me milo, book 55 and many more too.