as in lay in bed listening to good music and treasuring this rare moment of rest admist this hussle and bustle of life, i wished you were lying next to me and sharing these moments with me too. (:
as my title suggests, it's down to the last 18 hours.
thank you for being with me all these while; assuring me, drawing me out, making me share and dispelling my insecurities.
ive never really dared to believe nor opened up so much to anyone ever since last jan.
likewise, i appreciate all that you've shared with me as well. (:
im sorry if i've hurt you, i had never meant to.
i dont know how to describe this feeling within me now.
im supposed to be happy, as freedom is just round the corner.
but im not.
contrary to the nonchalent front which ive been putting up, i feel more lost than ever instead.
i dont like uncertainties.
i like to know where im stepping foot on, or where im heading towards.
i need to find myself again.
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