tired.

ive got a lot to pen down, but im not too sure if i want to, or if i should do so here.
my mind's been rather heavy recently, with the main chunk of it revolving around work.


i wanted to go jogging really badly today, and let it be an avenue for me to let off the stress and unhappiness/frustrations that has been buidling up from certain aspects of my life lately.
but i KO-ed for 3 hours when i reached home.


the same goes for yesterday.
i had dinner at simin's and totally ignored her when she tried talked to me.
ive never done so to her but thankfully she had been with me long enough to understand my mood and character- that i never meant to be hostile but simply, too tired to even speak.
in fact, instead of being angry, she laughed and said, " wah! ure really tired".
this is also why she will always have a place in my heart; few understand me as well as she does. <3

fell asleep on her sofa thereafter and woke up 2 hours later when she finished her movie, and resumed my chatty and bubbly self again. :D



to those who had been on the receiving end of my tiredness and frustrations:
thanks for the understanding. (:
give me some time, i'll bounce back!




and thank you too, for those sms-es, late night phone calls which leaves us seh the next morning. (: