0258.

the night is when one is most vulnerable, most emotional.
i was staying up to do some work and switched the tv on to keep myself company.

tuned in to ch 56 and seeing lee chu ning, her chirpy character, and her close-knitted family makes me real =(.


it's 0305 now.
im planning to stay up for a little more (still) to go the extra mile for my report.


work has been giving me much stress.
rather, ive been giving MYSELF much stress.
i know there's so much more i can give, and im getting increasingly pissed with myself for pulling my own leg.
i cant seem to showcase my merits.
instead, ive been exposing my weaknesses.
it doesnt help when there's already expectations being placed on you.


sometimes i wish i can take my own sweet time to digest all these, to grow at my own pace.
but time and tide waits for no man, and neither is the society going to slow down its pace to suit you.



i need to destress.
i miss the dancefloor. =/
till 13th dec, zoukout!




it seems to be the breakup sesson now.
stay strong, people.
if you've been singing to a wrong tune all along, no matter how much time you invest in perfecting it, you wont be able to master it.
let it go for the better of all.
*hugs*