too tired for a title.

tired.
i dont understand.
i really dont.
but then again, i dont think i have the courage to.
the stake's too high.


i have a lot of things to blog about, a lot of photos to post.
but all these take time and i dont have that.

speaking of which, NCT class outing was a major camwhoring event, with its starting point at IMM daiso and the ending at science centre. :P
ive been oversleeping for NCT lecutres twice in a row and i cant afford to skip anymore else i'd fail the module.
the class is going over to Mdm Nora's tomorrow.
wish i could join too, but i have to work.


priorities. priorities. priorities.


new directions.
Mr Han did my appraisal and pointed out a few directions for me too.
he advised me to try for guest relations officer in the future.
overall, my appraisal was positive though there are areas which i can still improve on.
he believes that i have the capabitilites but im not allowing myself to open up enough.
cant agree more.

The CEO of gosh advertising came down to talk to our DMC students a few days back.
it was a short interaction but it no doubt made me think about my future and also how i've changed lately.
or rather, how much of a different aspect of me ive been showing.

been making mental notes to remind myself not to cross the lines which i dont want to see myself crossing.
i dont wish to break my own values.
it's not easy, but i hope i can succeed in doing so.
of cos, a big thank you to the girl who has been listening and reminding me along the way. *muacks*


alright.
morning shift tommorrow.
goodnight.