maybe, just maybe, when you stop looking at things from the ' I ' perspective, you'd start to appreciate the people and things around you better.

but who am I to say all these things,
when im guilty of the above at some point of my life,
when i've hurt you so badly with my decisons?


f.
why am i being so emo here?
i thought i had agreed and promised countless people that i wouldnt let this get to me?


i know you're very stressed.
trust me, i do.
it's never easy to juggle the most important things in your life back to back.
i had to juggle my studies, hockey, work and my relationship back then.
In your case, it's kor and his family and us.

it was one hell of an emotional ride for me, characterised by four words- tears, sweat, blood, joy.
it still is, but at least im learning to better handle my emotions and not freely throw them around like i used to.
i know you love me, i do too.
but all these, it's getting a little suffocating.



i need to take a deep breath, again.