#1
to receive love is harder than to give, cos you gotta open up your heart and learn to trust.


despite the corny name that it has, i love my gems.
fyi, im taking love relations for gems.
ms suki is a lovely lecturer and i love how she delivers the content of the module.


i read shuping's post and the similarities between us struck me.


for those who know me, or had been following up on my blog, it doesnt take more than a second to register that i dont exactly have a rosy relationship with my mother.
all the nasty words and hurt in turn led to a sense of low self esteem in me, so much so that i allow inferiority to get to me and have doubts about myself.
as a result, i didn't dare to believe nor to trust, till i met a significant group of people in my life.


time and again, they stood by me during the times i needed them the most and gave me the support and advices which i needed the most.
they helped to shape me to the person that i am today and im truely grateful to them.



p/s: suan hwee, you remember you commented that ive grown more confident? (:



#2
patience pays.


it does.
it will.