i know i should be burrying myself in the books but i couldnt resist updating.
one more paper to go and IT'S THE HOLIDAYS! :D


i want to kayak,
i want to do cable wakeboarding,
i want to run,
i want to play hockey,
i want to read #1 the five people you meet in heaven, #2 the time traveller's wife,
i want to go to the beach,
i want to go chalets,
i want to go back to pp to work,
i want to watch movies,
AND I CAN cos i have them planned and i've got myself dates for all the above.
:D:D:D
first time i feel so good cos my wants are not fictitious!


oh man, one month is simply NOT ENOUGH!



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i guess some of my entries sounded depressing lately.
yes, the past two weeks had been one of the worst parts of my life, with family and relationship problems deteriorating.
there were times where i cried myself to sleep and there were also times where the pain was so bad that i was faint from all the crying.


but not to worry, im much better now.
after some talks, zihao and i picked up from where we left off, clearer of what we both want.
as for my family problems, i'll seek help soon.


to the sweeties who had been there for me,
be it going to the movies with me during exam periods to cheer me up,
specially bringing tissue for me knowing that im a messy eater,
listening to my woes and offering valuable advices till 5am in the morning,
calling me up to check on how i am,
etc etc etc,
thank you.

quoting vera, " friends, you'll only need a few true ones."
deft. (:


and to the gentleman (whose name is not convenient to be mentioned) who offers me sweets when i was on the verge of tears, gives his 100% attention whenever i needed a listening ear, offers the most valuable advices while being understanding of my situation,
thank you too. (:


more detailed updates after the last paper!