i know i do tend to take you for granted sometimes but i've noted down the things i should change and i'm trying to.


but sometimes our lifestyles are just too different.
i'm the owl and you're the early riser.
i need time to myself but you need attention from me.
i hog the mike but you listen.
then when i wanna listen, you say it's nothing.
so i grew even more used to hogging the mike, and when you really wanna say, i couldnt bear to let you have the mike.
i'm like a child who had gotten used to being showered with lots of sweets and had forgotten to share.



i know i have a very bad time concept, i always make you wait.
ok, scratch that. i always make people wait.
i know i know.
but u gotta give me time to learn for my mom didn't exactly make the cut for a good role model cum teacher for the past 19 years.



you know i'm really tired.
it's like fighting a war on four fronts.
i had a breakdown on my 18th birthday, i dont wanna a repeat again.



to make things worse, i saw the snakes hissing back at me when i was cutting the grass.