"im someone who gets drunk tonight and worry about my hangover tomorrow. it's in my character."



well, finally some time to blog.

im so glad my baby's finally home with me. (:
missed him so terribly these few days while he stayed at the office.
:(
but i think i gotta send him in for service soon cos it's been giving me AP recently. :(



nothing much has been happening these days, except that ive been stuck at my bro's office every single weekday staring at the com & cultivating a bulging tummy with all the lunches and occasional tea breaks.
:(


well dear bloggie, truth is, i dont care about growing fat and going outta figure.
i'm just very stressed up and resentful towards doing things for the sake of doing it.
i really hate to be compelled to do things and i hate to be sandwhiched as well, but do i have a choice?
i'd rather go back to waitress and get my hands dirted by curry sauce or grease anytime.
At least it makes me smile from the heart.
Staring at the computer going through the endless entries only makes me tear.



after work each day, my brain and body's so drained that writing for np has became a chore sometimes.


shanghai shall be my escape.



beading/accessories making & retailing has officially turned into a hobby and stress release outlet for me, which explains why i need to ask my mom to mend the big hole in my jeans for me.
ive also turned to painting shoes recently cos i realised it feels nice to let my mind stone and have my hands/brush run along the shoes. My first pair of hand-painted shoes are gonna be up soon! stay tuned. (:



tutored jolyn after work today, a sweet little p2 girl who was a joy to teach. (:
taught her a number of things and chatted with her in between the lesson.
she told me about her korea trip last year which was of snowballs, skiing and snow!
sucha lucky girl!



caught storm the yard with my dear boy after work the other day.
the dances were "WOW" & it was heartwarming to see the underdogs triumph over the mainstream. (:
if you're a dance movie person (like yours truly), go for it!
but if you're a plot person, be prepared for.. nil surprises.



mom has been rather nice to me lately, giving me allowance for work voluntarily sometimes.
i guess she realised how stubborn i am through the whole penang place issue and it pains her to see me struggling as well i guess.
either that or she doesnt want to spend money on the hosiptal bills when i get admitted for gastric problems in the future. (which of cos i believe is not the reason)