valentine's day was a simple affair; caught ghost rider and dined at pizza hut.
ghost rider was not too bad- innovating storyline i would say. (:
gotta scratch my skull over the movie review later.
(yea, im doing movie reviews for some forum.)
talked to my dear boy till 4am on the phone afterwhich.
gosh, i'm having SO MUCH late nights!
-looks at my pimples- :(



someonetold me her date was not too bad.
well, at least my two 4am nights paid off!
nonetheless, it's nice catching up with a fellow scorpio and realising how simliar we are.
right, andre? :p



oh, i need to mention something!
michie decided to be nice and gave me her SA uniform!
thanks darling! (:


i believe that trust is important between a couple.
so i would not want to keep things from you.
i'm sorry if it hurts but my intention was never to mess anything up.
i enjoy the stability now, but the other me wants something more..fun at the same time.
i'm sorry i always had to put it this way, but i was never a good communicator to start with & this is something that admit to.
thanks for coming clean with me too. (:


eldest bro brought me my pinkie t10 yesterday.
after all these years, i finally have a camera to call mine.
but, i cant bring myself to be happy.

i cant when he looks so.. preoccupied.
he used to be happier when he wasnt so bogged down.
i miss the laughy, cheery him.
i dont like to be pampered materialistically, it feels empty & unreal, though i really really yearn for a camera and pretty things.
but if given a choice, i would choose kinship over those anytime.


it feels like we're living in two different worlds, there's such a huge and heavy wall between us.


and i cant when.. i'm so selfish.
i feel really bad now.


chinese new year's coming.
i hope it doesnt take another cow to tell me how green the grass on my side is.
i need to stop looking over and be confident in myself and live life my way, my style.
be confident of yourself and nothing can bring you down, ms chen.

06 has been a.. "see-the-world" year.
07 shall be where i take a step back and learn to give more vs take more.
i realise mom has been right about me all along- i'm wilful.