dearie bloggie! i've got loads to tell you!


man, i'm a busy lil bee. (:
i love the life after exams, no worries over papers nor projects & packed to the brim doing things that i like to do and i feel really relaxed and happy doing so. (:

a dose of randomness:
life's so fragile. take for eg, hsu wei lun, gone just like that.
and the ex hcjc scholar who was found dead in a UK canal.
treasure the people around you and what you have now and most importantly, lead a fulfilling life with no regrets.


yea, i know the above paragraph's so un-weijie-ish but.. nothing can be compared to enjoying life the way you want it.
obstacles? face it, go through it/ remove it.
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i've been kept busy making accessories, working and going out lately.
(:


met up with xin and mt after work yesterday, a pity that shih ying couldnt make it.
caught up with each other on relationships, life etc and i realised i'm the luckiest of the lot to have mr lim zihao by my side. (:
yes, we do have our differences (still do), tiffs, restrictions etc but to have best friend and boyfriend lumped in one (no pun intended dear!=p), i'm certainly blessed.
xin and i got high on SHANE from L word and mt on someone's future.

sometimes love's a weird thing.
it goes one BIG round and comes back again.


throughout our catching up session, poor xin was kinda stressed and unhappy over work.
:(
cheer up darling, i understand where you come from but perhaps you're being too hard on yourself. *hugs.

and when we touched on the issue of working life, both girls agreed that they prefered studying.
i beg to differ, purely cos i really like to waitress, to write and to do biz.
But i've no idea how long can these sustain me, which is why that piece of paper is still important.
it's tiring to be holding the pink card on this .
or should i say, "welcome to the world".



i read xin's posts after i got home and it really triggered my heart strings cos i've been leading the "i'm not alone but i feel so lonely deep down" life for the past..1 year plus.
ever since i've stepped out from nan hua, things just aint the same for me anymore.
one decision led to the other and sometimes, life's really.. tough for me.
still, i had no regrets over making those decisions.
but somehow these decisions sub-conciously shaped me into someone else.
someone whose social butterfly had died within and had turned into a porcupine instead.
but thankfully meeting people like vera, angela, farha, peiwen, willy, kent, chengwai etc rekindled some of it. (:


For those who understood and had been there for me when i needed support the most, thank you.




And in the course of work, i met & made yet another 'official' friend again.
when i first went back to pp on friday, i thought the name yao feng sounded way too familiar but i was too shy to approach him lest i got the wrong person/ he thinks that i'm trying to pick him up.
plus he was busy catering with leonard, so i did not really get to see much of my new colleage, let alone ask him if he was a SA boy.


then on mon itself, while we were taking a break together, he suddenly talked to me and said, "what made you leave SA?"
!!!
YES! HE IS THE YAO FENG FROM SAINTS SPORTS CLUB!
THE ONE WHO'S IN BLUE GROUP TOGETHER WITH ME AND CHIONG FOR THE FRISBEE WAY BEFORE THE WHISTLE IS BLOWN AND THE ONE WHOM EVERYONE CALLS OUT TO PASS THE FRISBEE TO!!
i tell you, i feel like a walking friendster now.
hahahaha.


but meeting yaofeng (again) made me feel very nostalgic (again).
i really miss those beautiful ssc days and those SA days.
i recall catching myself smiling to myself over those sweet moments in SA whenever i think of them.
the og25 and ssc days were probably one of the best periods in my life where i feel really warm and fuzzy from within.

i remember telling eugene that i miss playing ultimate frisbee and he told me that i could sign up for some classes or something.
but the feeling's just not the same anymore.
just like how once guo lao shi is gone, CO holds no meaning for me anymore.
:'(

memories, are best kept where stayed.



sigh,
i better go sleep soon cos i'm seh already.
didnt get to sleep well due to the 1/3 cup of yuan yang i drank yesterday and was kicked out of bed at 840am for work today. :(
i'm so sensitive to coffee! :(