it's saddening to know that she thinks that we do not value her opinions.
but it's even more saddening to know that there's no way we can explain to her what's really going on out there.
sigh.
i really wish this plan would succeed and that kor would let me play a role in it.
i wanna learn, i wanna experience, even if it means sacrificing my goals.
to me, nothing's more real & important than a real life experience.
anyways, i'm really proud of my bro.
but so am i of myself, on the choices that i've made and on my stubborness to choose to remain independant and responsible for them.
i guess only a few can read between those two lines.
FOM's over.
kinda disappointed with my performance.
totally lost focus on some questions halfway.
but well, as i said it's over. :)
*sniff* i smell the holidays! :D
things to look forward to for hols:
- dancing classes for drama!
- DIY wire accessories class
- the talk for a different kind of clothing (heh)
- spending the weekends with my dear boy :D
- work and earn $$$
- leisure reading
- blading! (i realised i'm so rusty when i skated last fri)
- meet up/ chill out with old-time friends
- party worrld with dawn, lynette, jane!
- pamper myself with ice cream (lynette says her manager can give us discount :D) and good food. :D
- mahjong mahjong mahjong!
- chinatown, arab street
things to be done:
- pack my room
- find my econs notes that's lying somewhere in the storeroom
- get started on econs
- update the various sections of this blog
upcoming events for hols:
- chalet
- SPARC camp
- mom's birthday
- newphew's one month old birthday!
oh! my hair's growing longer which is good cos i realised i kinda miss my long hair.
and one more thing before i go take a nap,
i'm really glad that we're together and that i've found you- my best friend, soulmate and boyfriend. (:
eeeks. the black off-shoulder i wanna get from papergirlsshop is gone. :(
icp on friday. chionging tonight or perhaps, tomorrow. =x
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