point me a direction.

i seriously miss him.
mag asked me a outta the blue question during bbq last sun, " is it tough having a NS boyfriend?"



i'm really lost now.
i wish he was here like he were a year back.
i remember how he calmed me down and told me that everything's gonna be alright and went through econs with me on the eve of prelims.



everyone has settled down and gone on with their revision and i'm still stuck with my overdue cc proj which costs me 40% of the module.
to add on, june wee hasnt replied my mail yet.
so here i am, awaiting the consequences like a fool, though i know what's done cannot be undone.
sighs.
and i cant shake off the undue pressure that i am putting onto myself for FOM.



i really cant get myself to settle down.
someone help.