sometimes i'm just really tired, i just wanna live like a normal teenager.
eat, sleep, laugh, spend parents' money.
but i guess my "teenage" years are over.


every decision comes with a price.
i've no regrets on the path that i've choosen but i'm just really tired sometimes.



my heart's full of untold stories and words.




18 years and counting.
i started off being as explosive as her. i would talk back, get whipped and still refuse to succumb and drop a single tear.
i'm a rebellious girl, no doubt.

then my heart got so wrecked that it "died" gradually.
i didn't bother to talk back anymore and the next thing i knew, i lost my ability to speak.
all i could do was to swallow silent tears.


all these years, my dearests know what has been going on though i hardly talk about it.
it just keeps recurring and i'm getting really tired.





work has been piling up.
projects, projects and more projects.
differences, differences and more differences.
i've done nothing for the past two days, except to work and spend time with dear and friends.
it's selfish i know, but i really need a break. i need a life.

went over to simin's hse to mahjong last night.
then we (me, simin, woelin and simin's dad) watched the england vs portugal match.
ANDE PORTUGAL WON!! :D
after which, her dad drove us to serangoon for supper which consists of char xiu bao, xiu mai, harkao, pork ribs, chee cheong fun and glass jelly drink.
thanks darling, for the much needed break and entertainment. :)
along the way, we went a bit haywire cos all of us were really tired. =p
then they came up to my house to watch brazil vs france cos my mom didn't allow me to watch the match at simin's.


caught superman with dear today and came to a conclusion that all the "heros" of the movie are involved in painful romances.
got myself a white off shoulder from m)phosis too.
i wanna get the black top, dark purple off shoulder and purple heels as well! =x
accompanied the boy back to woodlands and was so tired that i inflicted a terrible experience on a little girl.

i was leaning against the glass panel and i was so tired that i really wanted to sit down and get some rest.
so i turned and knocked on the glass subconciously and said, " OI, GET UP."
the girl was so scared that she remained quietly in her seat.
then when she finally got up to alight a few stops later, she gave me the why-did-you-bully-me look.
GOSH! i couldn't believe what i did and i feel so guilty now. :(

i guess i really am too tired.