this whole thing is getting too stressful.
i need time, patience and money; all of which i don't have.




i used to think coffee is the only thing in the world that can make me stay awake despite my freaking tired body.
but boy, how wrong i was.
four days ago, i laid in bed getting ready to retire after a day's hard work.
but no matter how tired my body was, my mind wouldn't stop thinking about some stuffs.
i wanted to sleep so badly, but i couldn't control my thoughts at all.
it's..scary.




maybe i should stop this whole thing for good.
:'(