Emotions.



It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who is the one you're clinging to
Instead of me, tonight?

And where are you now?
Now that I need you
Tears on my pillow
Wherever you've gone, gone
Cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
And the words of a broken heart


Its just emotions taking me over
I'm caught up in sorrow lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me darling
Don't you know there's
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Don't you know there's
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight


Im here at your side
Apart of all the things you are
But you got a part of someone else too
You gotta go find your shining star


And where are you now?(now that i need you)
Tears on my pillow(where ever you go go)
Cry me a river(that leads to your ocean)
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart

Its just emotions taking me over
Caught up in sorrow lost in a song
But if you dont come back
come home to me darling
Dont you know theres
Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Don't you know there's
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight


and where are you now(now that i need you)





yea.
a good song works wonder for a heavy heart. :)
was listening to it from dear's muvo on my way home after the 5hour FOM project.
the boy gave his muvo to me so that i could use it as a thumb drive. :)
but it's too FAT to fit into my lappie! :(
booooos.



zihao turned 19 yesterday. celebrated the day with him simply.
movie (mission impossible 3), shopping, dining, neoprints- in which he paid for everything cos he's worried for my finances. :)
fyi, i'm not taking allowance anymore and is surviving on the money i earn.
plus, he got me a black shirt too. :)
for countless moments, i thought i was the birthday girl instead. lol.


so, his birthday was spent simply but i guess both of us are just so burnt to the point that time together in any way is just bliss. :)
initially, i wanted to plan surprises, to make it memorable for him but i'm just too exhausted from my school + 1,3,5- work and 2,4- touch rugby schedule.
so in the end the best i could do was to spend quality time with him.
but he knows, i know, that's enough. :)
heh. i think i shall stop here cos i'm making readers cover their eyes already. =p




oh.
i learned basic billing from mag on fri. :D
and i offended a customer with my straightforward attitude on fri. =x
but heck. she's the one with no brains. =XX
i mean, it's obvious no one uses a clay pot there's a metre in height as a dustbin, RIGHT?
and cos i was singing and smiling like an idiot on the thought of finally seeing him after 12 days plus celebrating his birthday with him, everyone working at pp eventually knew about his birthday. :D
aha. pardon me for the lengthy sentence. :D



three weeks.
that's how long school has been kicking in.
i guess i still need more time to open up and to accept the many different personalities which i can't accept yet.
i need to stop comparing with my own field of experiences to theirs.
this 1.5 years has taught me so much and it has changed/ shaped me so much too but i need to put them behind. :)
i need to start afresh.
i need some good sleep.
i need some good time management skills. X:
okay. irrelevant. X: