random.

someone please wake me up from this daze.
work. finances. family.
i dunno which of them is getting to me.
or maybe.. it's just me.
for the first time..tears welled because of you.
because of what i did to you.
and because of that little sms msunderstanding.
i guess i've let my emotions got the better of me due to stress again.
i'm sorry.
i owe you this.



partyworld with weirods today.
i could feel my heart smiling when i saw the four of them today.
it's been..EIGHT months since the we had full attendence.
ever since the day at the ming ge can ting, the FIVE of us didnt get to meet up TOGETHER anymore.
it's a pity that we didnt get to take qany photos. :((

but somehow, i didnt enjoy myself enough. :(
guess i was tired from work and my cough was getting in the way, making my throat feel funny. :(
ha. BUT yanzi's first day was really good though. got everyone high. :D
( first day x6, two day.. *jumps*)
and post partyworld-ing was GOOD.
went really high with 'impluse singing', minus the music.
felt as if i was drunk. heh. =p
dined with yihan at je and just randomed away. :)



work waws tiring yesterday.
some minishter came and booked the whole place.
was doing noodles with xinyi, non-stop.
worked till 11+ and only took dinner at 10.
gastric. :((

work was tiring today too.
pretty much dazed through it.
started at 1030 and ended at 430. OT-ed 1.5 hrs, carrying tables and chairs.
and the achievement of the day was.. cooking laksa for the deputy prime minister. :D
*pats myself* :D



mahjong-ed with simin, her mom and her sis till 12.30am.
good music, great company and mahjong really helped to take my mind off things. :)



i so wanna cut, go for treatment and then rebond my hair!
but i guess looking at my pathetic pay, i shall cut my irritating hair and let it grow longer first before rebonding it when i'm richer by another 200 or so.
for now, my pay's only enough on the main essential- one year supply of contact lens. :(
money just aint enough. :(





p/s: i'm looking forward to mon, tue and wed! :D