some people say that this is a each for his own society and that friendly pies get eaten out there.





when i approached frankie ( my manager ) and touched on the topic of resigning, his face changed colour.
sakae part-timers needed to inform sakae five days in advance should they want to throw the towel in.
and so i continued in a cold, hard tone , " with effect from today."
and that was around 11.30pm already.
and frankie turned totally black without uttering a single word to me and walked away, leaving me standing there guilt-stricken.





i can understand his feelings.
i can understand his position.
but i do also understand that the next place that i'd end up would be in the hospital should i continue working at sakae.
and it's no kidding matter.
i've been having gastric problems since young.
i cannot afford to go without proper meals.
i tried eating beforehand at 5+, i tried taking short breaks to gobbleeat the bread which i've brought and i tried taking sweet drinks and sweets as my doc suggested.
it's all no use.
my gastric's still here to stay. =(





i still remember vividly the joy that spread within me when i've got the job at sakae bugis.
i was so so so so grateful.





i've always hated to leave the plot of land before seeing the seeds bear fruits.
pjhockey.
i left them just when things were picking up for me; when they started to value me a little more than usual.
sakae bugis.
i am leaving them when they are going to teach me more stuffs.








perhaps i'm being too softhearted.
afterall, friendly pies get eaten don't they?








but there's also another reason why i wanted to quit sakae.
i had already found another job at ps on the very same afternoon and will be starting on the 20th.