Sunday, January 01, 2006

2oo6 started off with a beautiful note for me and my darling boy.
the fireworks were really amazing.

goodbye 2oo5.
a wonderful and eventful year it had been.
and i certainly hope that 2oo6 would be as good :)


i've made a major decision of my life a few weeks back and it's currently undergoing the pending status by my mom..
but i can see that she's relenting alr, after the talk with the principal, vp and mrs ng.

and over lunch ytd, she said sth which made me choked in tears.
she said she's very xin tong about my situation.
`cos all along i've always been the 'scholar' of the family.. and maybe that's why she always had high expectations on me.

and i guess i was really affected by this whole thing that i shut my boy out yesterday.. something that i've never done to him before.
sorry silly.
and thanks for being there for me, believing and supporting me.
i'll have faith in myself :)
and i really hope that i'd be able to make my mom smile again with this decision of mine 3 years later.
she's really shattered..by me.
and i really hope that i've made a right decision and will not forget how much i had to go thru before being able to realise it and not stray after getting it. Remind and guide me along will you?


i've just read wentong's blog.
yes.
indeed.
og25. s76. ssc. vade. pjc/sajc dilemma. singaporeinline. pj hockey. school team. conflicts in hockey. s10 pe lessons. friends. zihao. weirdos. 4o9 cum co clique. 17th bdae. promos results. re-exams. decision to go chinese studies. mom. moving hse. bro getting married. chem tuition.

2oo5 has indeed been a wonderful year.
it blessed me with really great friends.
it showed me that as long as i had faith in whatever i do, things will work out.
it gave me confidence and made me realised that i could actually achieve things that i wanted to achieve.
and that was why i wanted to go to ngee ann.
and lastly, we found each other :)

frankly speaking, i'm really reluctant to end this chapter.
but all good things have to come to an end.
but i believe that 2oo6 will be a even better and more challenging year ahead.


and on some pretty random stuffs now..

i've caught wallace and gourmet with dear the other day.
it's REALLY GOOD!
made me LOL in the cinema a few times.
go catch it!
and to sum it all up, my favourite movies of the year are :
the longest yard. goal!. the descent. perhaps love. wallace and gourmet. kingkong.
and i have a good mind to get the vcds/dvds of these if i had the money!





merry xmas o5 my dear boy :)
town. greatworldcity. kingkong. kenny rogers.
my first try at editting photos. - grins-




and oh, dear came to my hse ytd to pick me up.
dad was really happy to have someone who paid attention to him. lol.
then my mom, me, him and dad chated :D
and mom posted him the very question she was itching to know =p
and i realised that the communication betwn me and my mom is getting better :)


now for some confessions..
i've shopped like mad during dec. =x
gotten ABOUT thirteen new pieces of clothings. ( actually i think it's MORE than thirteen =x )
three skirts ( one from dear ) and about ten tops ( two from jn and one from dear ).
got myself a new pair of purple slips too :D
but it's FORTY FREAKING DOLLARS :x
and to top that, ( i noe i have been complaining ) my $320 specs =x
and so ive spent about $727 in dec alone =x

thank godness new year is comming! =p

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