ever felt like ur hopes were being let down by someone who u thought could help?

































i wouldnt say i disagree.
but i wouldnt say i agreed too.
some things that she said were sadly true.
but still,
my theories hold.

perhaps it's cos i'm a stubborn girl.
perhaps it's cos i'm too "hard".
perhaps it's cos perceptions differ from each individual.
but the bottom line is,
my theories still hold.

i fimrly believe that a person is more than what that paper makes them out to be.
definitely.


one more year.
one more.
i can't imagine.
can't :'(


but i'll fight on.
for the sake of protecting what matters to me most,
i'll fight.
and this,
is what i have to agree with lls.
which is.. fighting on to protect what matters to me the most and to prove that i've made the right choice.


one more year..:'(



hmmm..
i met wu lao shi on the way to sch too.
chatted with her about stuffs.
and yea,
she's v nice to talk to (:
then she started asking me what sch i was from,
and who were my chinese teachers.
she knew mdm yong and KAM!
in fact,
kam was her classmate back in hc.
WAHAHAHAHA.
both of us were laffing at his er, funny character.
HAHAHA.


somehow i think the age gap does play a difference when u talk to a more senior individual.
cos` i realised our perceptions really differ.
food for thought i guess.


oh.
i ran 3.2km for warm up ytd.
from pjc to cck park and..BACK!
GOSH!!!
but i did it -smiles- :)
then we did drills and had a game.
where sunil set this rule for us :
"in order to stop the game,
u'd have to score TEN goals.
the team that loses shall have to do ten pushups " 0.0!!

heh.
we won =p
but,
the losers had no punnishment!!
bahs!
haha.
and hehs,
he rmbs my name!!! =D
cos` i did the pushing wrongly :(
LOL.

oh,
there was this part where we had to chase each other.
one of us had to run around a boxed up area with the ball and the other had to give chase.
if the one behind catches up with the one running with the ball,
the person would have to do THREE more rounds.
then just as i was doing well and reaching the last corner,
sunil said : "well done!"
and there goes my ball. :X
BAHS!!!
so..
i had to do extra two rounds.
cos` sunil was kind enough to give the whole team( excluding jasmine and joyce) a discount.
hehs.

i'm starting to like trainings :)
alright alright,
i'm loving trgs :D
though they are tiring =x
hehs.