promos.
i didnt clear.
got DFFF for cla,maths,chem and econs.
passed gp though :D
and i topped the class for essay, together with shah and ezekiel.
meant a lot to me.
cos i really put in a considerable amt of effort into gp ( :
thinking back to when i first stepped into pj,
i rmb there was a pathetic red line for my gp marks.
but now,
i'm proud to say that i've improved :D
yups.
got a D for cla.
i would say i have higher expectations for it.
but i didnt put in my 100% for it i guess.
i hate memorising.
rather disappointed in chem though.
but i guess my foundation's not there bahs.
been playin too much in my first three months =x

some cried when they got back their results.
some was comparing and showing off.
got really pissed at Leon and told him off.
like hello?
someone is badly affected and is crying
and there u are talking so ever loudly two seats away from her,
saying "aiya, din do well etc" when u OBVIOUSLY did ok.
turned to him and told him in the face,
" I'm sorry, can you not talk bout it?"

overall,
i'm still quite happy of my results.
i know it aint fantastic.
but,
i've really improved ( :
and i've tried.
most importantly,
i've been living the life i want for this past one year.
and i've gained many valuable non acadameic stuffs which books arent able to teach.
and that is hockey and friends. ( :
hockey taught me lots of stuff and made me realised lots of stuffs too.

i dont exactly know how to put what i'm feeling into words.
but 2005 has been a memorable year.
results arent everything.
or rather,
results arent MY everything.
and i certainly wouldnt trade what i've been through this past ten months for anything. ( :
true enough,
stuffs like my bro's wedding , hockey , moving hse , going out etc might have affected my studdies.
but *quotes again* i certainly wouldnt trade what i've been through this past ten months for anything. ( :
never. ( :

furthermore,
all's not lost!
i THINK i am able to take the re-exam ( :
and i am actually glad to.
in the sense if i were to scrape thru my promos,
i would be partying away.
but,
by having to take the re-exam,
i'm forced to MUG MUG MUG. =p
blessing in disguise in would say ( :

yups.
i love my life now as it is ( :