it's pure joy listening to someone who can sing.
or rather,
to someone who put feelings into his/her voice and music ( :
all along,
i've always felt that skills arent as impt as the feelings that the singer/performer puts in.
perhaps cos i'm not someone who can really tell when a person goes off pitch.
heh.

hmmms.
was watching pj's band performance on the teachers' day celeb.
whenever i watch performances by ppl i know i feel exceptionally tocuhed.
xinyi. good job. ( :
and i must say i like the way amos drums.
heh. =p
i've always liked drummers.
HEH HEH HEH.
haha.
i soung wrong again =p


hmmms.
been doing everything except studying these three days.
i thank god for giving me this little break ( :
though i'm not a christian.
but get the idea yea?
shito.
i think i sound wrong again. =/
a handful of things have been running thru my head.
been catching up with my darlings these three days.
conversations that we held,
advices that have been dished,
all triggered my thinking cells.
been doing some reflections and came to a conclusion to certain stuffs,
which all boils down to how i want to live my life.

i've always avoided the issue of mentioning names when it comes to "friends".
cos many a times it's awkard to do so.
a)you forget to mention certain names
b) u mention the names that u dont really mean to =/
but for this once,
i really want to thank the following ppl.
though i noe that some of them may not get to see this.
but still,
i just wanna tell them the super cliche line,
"thanks for being my friend ( : "
simin.weirdos.zihao.eugene.bernard.mt.kexin.lingzhi.shih ying.jasmine seah.mag.tong.bryan.trevor.zhengxian.jin.evon.clara.atika.xinyi.
yelian.kelly.kaiwee.randal.yixiang.victor.
i'm really sorry if i've missed anyone out.
but i dont think so.

they say time speaks for itself.
i totally agree.
throughout these 9 months,
time has certainly made clear many things to me.
dont get me wrong.
i'm not blaming anyone nor anything.
but sadly,
some of us has certainly drifted apart.
but i guess it cant be helped.
and i understand. -smiles-

the following is dedicated to ppl whom i dearly treasure.



simin
girl.
8 yrs and counting.
definitly. -smiles proudly-
countless memories.
countless encouters.
countless conversations.
countless advices.
countless touch-ness [ i there's no such word. but heck la! =p ]
pricless friendship.
things that we have gone thru together.
will take definitely more than three days three nights to pen it down.
so i choose not too =p.
ok.
fine.
i'm a lazy bum. =p
u mean the world the me =D
thanks for being there for me whenever i need u k?
i sitll rmb u listening and offering tissue to me when i was at ur old hse two months back.
love u always =)

zihao
wasnt really close to u from the start i would say.
but due to certain stuffs,
realised that i can actualli click quite well with u!
hahahas.
no wonder i am becoming lamer =x
lols.
jk.
things that u've done for me,
listening/advices/looking after me etc etc
i'm simply so thankful to u that i feel a word of thanks just isnt enough.
just wanna tell u that(i noe) the journey to recovery is never easy.
will always be here for ya k? =)
cheerios for the countless laughters that u've brought into my life :D
love ya. ( :


mt
girl.
precious advices from u will always be kept in my heart ( :
rmb our 05aug k? -smiles-
i understand that what u're gg thru now is rather complicated.
a listening ear/shoudler is always here for ya.
hee.
i still rmb there was a certain period in sec 3/4 i REALLY bth u.
haha.
cos` both are us are stubborn ppl with "hard" personalilites.
but i'm glad we're still able to iron out our differences in the end.
u're one of the few who made me realise friends arent about finding the perfect person to be with,
but rather accepting and loving the person for who she/he is.
no one is perfect,
even the most ideal person out there is bound to have a certain flaw in their character.
but i love u for being who u are.
ur frankness/straightforward-ness,
ur UN-LADINESS =p
ur stubborness. =p
HAHAHA. so sue me =p
true.
there may be many out there who dont really like ur attitude.
[sorry girl. pardon me for my frankness.]
BUT.
i just wanna tell u,
as ur friend,
i'm willing to stand by ur side and defend u all the way (:
never change urself to compromise to others k?
-huggies-
oh yah.
one more thing.
i guess we've all grown up,
mentally.
at least i can tell that u're more matured in ur thinking now ( :
CHEERIOS ( :


suan hwee
girl.
u're really special.
i really really love the simple u.
quotes from my previous entry : no one will be able to replace the special place that u occupy in my heart : )
cos no one will be as special as u : )
whenever i'm stressed up and sad,
u've always managed to cheer me up with ur simple simple advices and actions.
i feel really comfortable and happy whenever i'm with u ( :
we've been with each other's side since sec one
and i am proud to say that i've watched u grown/changed.
just like how u've watched me grown/changed too.
mentally and *emphasises* physically.
EH!
i DID grow TALLER K!
hmpfs.
hahaha.
all the best for ur designing career k.
behind u ALLLLL the way ( :
am really happy for u that u're able to pursue ur dream.
can really see and feel ur happiness too ( :
been thinking bout ur cliche and normal but yet deep advice pretty much these three days.
"most impt is to live happily and be a master of ur own life"
thanks.
am able to sort out certain stuffs more clearly alr ( :

kexin
za bor!
i love u to bits!!
i still rmb that three long sms that u've sent me.
and how i simply cant help smiling to myself for the next few days.
u're someone whom i can just talk bout everything under the sun with.
and someone who brings out the best words that i have in me (:
each and every conversation that i have with u is simply.. golden (:
girl.
i just wanna let u noe that i LOVE YOU!
and letting go of a r/s is tough.
and i hope that advices from me to u did managed to help a lil.
i believe in u alright?
-huggies and smoochies-



wow.
it's a long entry.
and damnit.
i need to keep my emotions on check now.


//editted.
SHUCKS.
i deserve to bang my head on the wall/hide myself in any hole avaliable.
HOW CAN I FORGET TO MENTION AMOS' NAME?!
i'm seriously doubtful of my memory cells.
like hello? are they still there?
i can i forget my darling angel?!
i cant believe myself.
hmmms.
amos.
my tall tall angel from 04s76.
for all the things that u've done to dote on this mortal of urs,
i feel really blessed ( :
thanks,
loads. -cheerios-