HELLO!
anyone missed me?
no? =C

well.
been really busy lately.
shifted hse and my eldest bro got married.
all the running abt, the preparartions and stuffs,
have finanlly or more or less came to an end.
it's been really draining me out.

lately,
i've maxed my stress level,
while my mood level dropped to the bottom.
breakdowns/quarrels/unhappiness/frustrations/tears.

mrs chan scolded and talked bout my personal stuffs in front of the whole class.
being the ever implusive and defensive me whenever i'm accused,
i fired back at her =x
i bet the whole class was shocked by my attitude.
sigh.

on the other hand,
thurs was a relatively happy day for me.
my brother's wedding ( :
took photos/dolled up/praised [ heh ] and most importantly,
happy for my bro.
was really overwhelmed with emotions when my bro made that speech during his wedding dinner.
i looked at him and felt tears welling.
happy and yet sad at the same time.
two years..
i'll miss him loads. :C

his nanhua friends made the two newly weds do some forefit and stuff.
laughters and cheers filled the whole ballroom.
such a heartwarming scene.

oh.
i realised i have a fellow pj male cousin!
ha.
i've never seen him arnd in sch nor did i know that i have such a cousin!
as in,
a cousin of my age.
hmmms.
i have a big family =D
and no prizes for guessing how i found out =p
his mom came up to me after the dinner and asked if i was from pj.
and i chatted with him for a while before proceeding to shake the hands of the others.


in less than two weeks,
it's the promos alr.
and my hse is still in a mess,
with my notes and stuffs everywhere.
hmmm.
they say when the going gets tough, the tough gets going yea?
i certainly hope so.

is it really me?
reflecting.