before i start my random ramblings.
i've got a confession to make to my one and only.
[ha i smell vinegar from mt and zh]
lols.
jkjk.

simin.
i love ya. :D

was talking to jamie on the train.
happened to talk my eom and how i stayed at simin's hse till 12+ to complete it etc.
then our topic went on to how strong our friendship was.
things we did together,
things we shared etc etc.
and while i was telling jamie bout simin,
i could feel a gush of happiness,
proud-ness,
and lucky-ness in me.
no one will be able to replace the bond that we share (:
the two of us are very different in many aspects.
she's a consistent worker while i'm a slacker.
she's quiet [ i'm SURE ppl will say that of her if they dont know her] but i am LOUD.
heh but apparently if u noe her like i do u wont think she is queit :P
she's the reserved one while i am the wild one.
she's the family-type of girl while i am the always not at home,running everywhere on the streets type of girl.
she's someone who is imaginative and creative while i am mmm..[searches for description of myself ] less imaginative but more weird ideas.
our dressing styles are diff too.
she's more covered up while i am more revealing =x
[i dont want to turn into old grandma then start wearing spag mah! hahaha.]
the things we shop for are diff too.
what exactly is the diff i dont really noe how to place my finger on :P
she definitely has a better temper than me :P
and i'm more of the joker.
and the list goes.
yet, despite our differences we are able to understand and relate to each other.
and most importantly, be frank and honest with each other.
pointing out and sharing our experiences etc etc.
i dont exactly know how to describe the bond that we share.
but i guess the smile on my face says it all.
it's also the very exact smile when i start talking bout my bro :D

i just love you :D


// school today.
had volley for pe. and my hand is like so bruised now. *ouch.
was really busy for the day and didnt have proper meal times.
which explains my gastric pain ):

assembly was abt the filling in of testimonial.
hockey has really shapped me into a more determined person.
i love hockey. (:
in a way which i dont know how to describe.
i guess ppl who noe my ups and downs in there would know why.
haha.
being is a sports cca is really a priceless lesson in itself (:
it's v differnt from being in a performing arts cca.
yeah.
i love my co days still.
and i miss those days dearly.
but the experiences brought by these two are simply.. differnt.

hid in the lib to do my gp portfoilo.
went to pizza hut with jamie and esther after that.
ate/chatted/laffed.
touched on issues like character traits of certain ppl.
ideal partners,"nono" partners etc etc.


// lucky me.
i must say i am a really lucky girl.
no.
i dont live in a three storey hse or whatever,
i'm not clad with branded stuffs,
have parents that shower me with whatever i want bla bla bla.
i dont.
but` that doesnt matter.

for i know i have friends who are willing to be there for me.
family who loves and dotes on me.
though i always quarrel with my mom and get upset with her,
i noe she loves me.
just that she does it in a differnt way.
which the stubborn and quick tempered find it hard to accept =p
my dad dotes on me too.
getting up early in the morning and insisted firmly on fetching me to school everyday.
my bros super dote on me. [ha]

i am a lucky girl.-smiles proudly-