just read a blog. perfectly well written. totally describes what i am feeling now.
let me just quote a lil. [hmm. dun mind ah girl ]
1.sometimes, it would just send me thinking, why am i always in such sticky situations? soo sick of it. how do i expect to pick myself up if all these shit keep piling up on me?
2.somehow, this is not the me i wanna see. the person i used to see was strong. couldnt be bothered with what others thought of her, which somehow got her caught in sooo many misunderstandings. and i bet, i havent cleared all.
3.im fine... just some sudden outburst of frustration.
4.this is nothing sudden. this is what has been accumulating since... since i dont know when.
i'm tired.
frustrated
worn out
exhausted
why is it me?always me?
i've kept quiet the other time doesnt mean that i'm a pushover k.
i dont understand, if u can answer my question why maglin me of the other?
or is it cos i have sth that u dont?
tell me.
face to face.
i'm just a plain girl,nth much, nth less.
just like u are.

sigh. i havent been myself lately.
withdrawing from the world
keeping to myself.
lost.
to someone : take care alright? i noe how u feel. i guess it needs time for ppl to really see. those ppl arent fit of ur friendship.m always here for u k? -hugs- love ya =) when are we getting our rings and announce to the world of our status? hee.