am suffering from the "cannot-get-to-slp" syndrome now. slept too much in the afternoon alr. =x and i have to get up in like 5 hrs time later. tsk tsk.
was thinking back. year 2005 has been a.. journey full of ups and downs for me.
mixtures of happiness,sadness,loneliness,hectic-ness,lost,enriched,frustrations etc etc.
am greatful for the ppl who are there for me :) you guys know who you are. there's no need for me to list down one by one. love u guys :D
memories`

[o1]og 25 was one of the best things that happened to me.still rmb the finale where all of us went crazy.bryan swinging me arnd.dancing the dances with trevor,meiyi,zx.og dinners after orientation,the cheers,the games,the enthu-ness of everyone.i love og25 =) but sadly. things are not the same anymore. with all of us heading for seperate paths it's inevitable i guess..


[o2] saints sports club. i nv knew what i was signing myself up for on the day i penned my name down on the saints sports club list. however, i nv regretted a single moment spent down there.ssc was the bestest thing that happened to me during the first three months of 2005. ppl there are ever so willing to open up to each other and are ever so friendly. results werent everything. it was the process, the sportsmanship that mattered. love love love ssc to bits. and it was down there that i found real great pals too :D zihao i'm talking bout u. haha. honoured?


[o3]05s76. honestly speaking i wasnt close to my class peeps. except for jasmine seah and mag i guess. but still i had fun with 76[pool+reunion dinner.] and thru angel and mortal. i met amos,my angel from o4s76. he rocks :D


[o4] then came the painful decision. turning down SA and staying on in PJ. still rmb the SACO cher calling me to give me a piece of her mind and me breaking down in front of zhisen and esther they all.


[o5] got into hockey and much later on the school team. was SO happy on both occasions. BUT i soon realised that it wasnt such a blessing to get into the team afterall. many misunderstandings occured. stuck in real sticky situations which were cleared a lil with the help of someone. thanks :) but still. what the person cld do was limited. the rest was up to me , but being the -dun care what others think bout me- de chen weijie, i left them uncleared. or rather i found no pt in clearing them up. cos i blif time will time one's true colours. it's too bad that u didnt get the chance to know the real me. ur loss, not mine. =p heh. ok. -provides plastic bag-

[o6] still. i nv regretted joining hockey though i'm not really happy in there. BUT things are getting better with peeps like yelian,atika and kelly arnd. beginning to find myself back in there. :)
hockey not only trains my physical level BUT also my mentality too. my never-say-die attitude burned once again. there's no one for me to rely on. it's a lone battle. and one which i can fight and win :)


[o7] SI. working has exposed me to quite a few things. but it has also robbed me of my revision time. but wells. it's my life. i'll do what i want with it =D personally, i feel tat many of us are too sheltered. i dun deny that i am not. that's why i wanted to work. to earn my own money,to gain exp and to expose myself to the world out there. and i love this job =)


[o8] o5s10. i arent close to my class. but the cla camp pulled a few of us closer to each other. many lil misconceptions were cleared and communication amongst us is better. i'm glad :)

yups. so that was a summary of my first six months of 05.
there are still many many lil details here and there which i've left out.
i wld say i've changed within this half yr. be it willing or unwillingly. be it in terms of character or in terms of determination or perceptions. good or bad i dont know. but all i know is life's getting better now (:
and once again. i wanna say a big thank u to my dearests. w/o u guys i wldnt have made it thru. though i noe a large part depends on myself. but even the mightiest is suspectible to falling isnt he? :)